Frustrated Fears

I am scared of the possibility of being alone. Scared of the possibility of getting lost. Of the possibility of not doing what I really desire to do, and not doing what I think I was made to be doing (Because right now I do what I do, no pleasure gained). I am scared of not finding my better-half. I am scared that he's lost out there and he won't find the way to my arms. I am scared of so many people in the world: will I be forgotten? Will I ever be noticed? I have so many fears and they are so heavy, that I am scared I might not be able to walk with this weight. I am so scared of all the possibilities I have from the moment I wake up, but I am mostly scared of not seeing them, and letting them go before my eyes. Like I always do.