I forgive you

I forgive you not because I love you, nor because I am afraid to lose you. I forgive you because I want to see where this will go. I want to see how further can we go, can I go. I have never been this far, this is all new. I don't really know how to handle this. How to handle your immature attitude, your selfishness, you. I am curious. Besides that, the guy that I fell in love with is bigger than all of those stupid actions. He is special, and he is still you.